Dear complicated friend,
It has come to my attention that our mini-gatherings has been a knowledge common to our other close friend, too. I don’t know that you’re telling her about this. I know it’s not a big deal but, I just thought that it would be safer if we wouldn’t tell anyone regarding our mini-gatherings to prevent further complications. But now that I know that you’re telling her things that’s happening between the two of us, I just want you to know that I’m shocked. Really. And I don’t know what to say.
Our supposed to be secret is no longer a secret. I’m keeping it as a secret because I’m protecting myself, the ones who might get affected, and of course, I’m protecting you.
After knowing this fact, it raises another question to myself: why do I even bother keeping it as a secret? do you matter that much to me? Maybe you do matter that much to me. If not, I wouldn’t write this letter to you.
But one thing’s for sure –I am hurt.
I’m hurt even if I have no right to feel that way. I’m sorry for being this way. Sorry.
the one-sided thinker friend