Today, while going to work, I was sitting in a pool of strangers in the train station. I tried looking at every eyes I can lay my eyes on. And I do not see nor feel anything. Mainly because we are all nothing to each other. Mainly because, I am not looking at your eyes. Mainly because I miss looking at your eyes, your eyes that is filled with love when looking at me. Filled with so much love but is anchored to the sea of holding back.
This train ride, it made me happy, sad, and tired. And I wish you knew how you are making me feel right now.