I hate that moment between holding back and letting go. On deciding which is a better option. On finding reasons for believing that your possible choice would bring better results. On thinking through all of the possible happiness it will give you, if only you made the decision to go the other way.
The What If’s and What Not’s are hard. You can’t really tell the difference since it’s a one way road. There could be an option for a U-Turn, but it’s rarely given.
After all, you can’t really suppress a tear from falling if it’s already building up in your eyes. Or even bring back a tear after it has fallen.