Wish come true, no happy ending
Have you ever wished something so dearly yet after it happened, you wish you could take it back?
Say for example, the character of Robin in How I Met Your Mother. Everybody knows (even those who doesn’t watch it, they knew it through friends who watches the series) that she doesn’t want to have a baby and then on one episode, it was said that she won’t really be able to have one due to medical conditions. It’s like getting your wish… And more.
Isn’t that sad?
Or maybe it was a half-hearted wish, after all. Or a wish that involves a specific timeframe, a wish with conditions, that is. Or maybe it was simply a wish that was meant to teach a lesson such as be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all.
I know that this pre-apocalyptic blog should always draw out something good in my everyday life. To write something beautiful. But today, I just want to embrace the feeling of being sad, regretful, and nostalgic about this thought because… well I have no good reason… I just feel the need to express it.
I’m sorry. I’ll try my best to not let this happen again.
Anyhooo! Something good about today: while I’m writing this post, I’m sitting on our couch at home and lying beside me is Maybe, my five-month old puppy who is ever playful and happy. And she never fails to make me happy, too.
I guess happy endings are still possible. You just declare it to be and it will be.