I feel mediocre for a lot of things. I feel like I always want to try new things but I don’t really excel on doing it. I write, I try to dance, sing, yoga, and swim. But in the end, I feel like I’m always failing. I feel like I’m good at doing nothing.
Even in writing, I love doing it but I still doubt myself about it. I can say that it is my passion, but it is the kind of passion that’s being set aside for other things. I seem to crave for more but I end up with less.
The only thing I think that I excel at is in the art of caring. I care too much to the point that I want to feel numb already.
But setting that aside, I believe that all of these seem like a frustration to be better at something. And a great reason for that frustration is the part wherein I need to find myself. I know in time, everything will make sense. I just need to stop feeling bad and worrying too much about finding my niche in life.
Someday, one day.